Hello Recovery Friends & New Friends & Visitor’s,
I thought I would use little words today, and more PIC’S as late yesterday was rough for me. My moods and emotions have been weepy today as well. We found a GOOD home for my 1yr old Kitty~~*Callie*, but when they came and got her, and then left….I cried all evening…….I just don’t know how much MORE my Heart and Emotional STATE I can take. LIFE REALLY SUCKS RIGHT NOW!! SO I’m really trying to stay as positive as I can, but I think, as I pack up what little left of our life, It is finally catching up to me and sinking in!!!……
I don’t want to sound selfish, but I’ll miss my husband and I having privacy as a married couple. I know THAT we are BLESSED that his family is taking us in, but we never had children, (cause we couldn’t)……So, going from just him and I, to a house where there will be 7 of us is going to take some getting used to. I worry about my Mental health issues, not wanting to make others uncomfortable on my bad days. Also, it is hard to explain, but I’ve been feeling all alone, even though my hubby is here with me. This deep sadness and fear that it will be ALL of him and his siblings against just ME………I hope our Marriage can take all this change………..JUST SAYIN…..So I will stay Positive, Keep my Faith and my HUMOR!
*Author, Catherine Townsend-Lyon*
With all my Friends & Followers Support I Can CONQUER ALL!!
*PLEASE…..Don’t DRINK & RIDE!! YOU & THE HORSE!!*
**OF COURSE IT’S *CATURDAY* TODAY!! SO THE CATS ARE BACK**!!
MY LIFE CHANGE DIARY WILL CONTINUE ON MONDAY with Page 5***