DEAR Diary, Today I…..(page 4) Life Change at 50

Hello Recovery Friends & New Friends & Visitor’s,

I thought I would use little words today, and more PIC’S as late yesterday was rough for me. My moods and emotions have been weepy today as well. We found a GOOD home for my 1yr old Kitty~~*Callie*,  but when they came and got her, and then left….I cried all evening…….I just don’t know how much MORE my Heart and Emotional STATE I can take. LIFE REALLY SUCKS RIGHT NOW!!  SO I’m really trying to stay as positive as I can, but I think, as I pack up what little left of our life, It is finally catching up to me and sinking in!!!……

I don’t want to sound selfish, but I’ll miss my husband and I having privacy as a married couple. I know THAT we are BLESSED that his family is taking us in, but we never had children, (cause we couldn’t)……So, going from just him and I, to a house where there will be 7 of us is going to take some getting used to. I worry about my Mental health issues, not wanting to make others uncomfortable on my bad days. Also, it is hard to explain, but I’ve been feeling all alone, even though my hubby is here with me. This deep sadness and fear that it will be ALL of him and his siblings against just ME………I hope our Marriage can take all this change………..JUST SAYIN…..So I will stay Positive, Keep my Faith and my HUMOR!
*Author, Catherine Townsend-Lyon*

With all my Friends & Followers Support I Can CONQUER ALL!!


*PLEASE…..Don’t DRINK & RIDE!! YOU & THE HORSE!!*


*I ALWAYS ACCEPT PRAYERS & HUGS FROM MY PALS!!*

 **OH LORD I’M TRYING MY BEST!! **
LOL…LOL…NOUGH SAID!! RUN!

**OF COURSE IT’S *CATURDAY* TODAY!! SO THE CATS ARE BACK**!!

We say this is the FUZZIEST cat ever. Prove us wrong and post a fuzzier kitty!
**HOLY TABBY CAT!! That is a Tank….WOW!**
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**HOW IN THE WORLD???**
**SO ADORABLE KITTY KITTY**

MAN THIS CATURDAY COFFEE IS STRONG!!
**MAN, I hate when water gets in MY EYE…..OH WELL, I’ll just GO FOR IT!!  **HAPPY WEEKEND ALL****

MY LIFE CHANGE DIARY WILL CONTINUE ON MONDAY with Page 5***

**Author, Catherine Townsend-Lyon**
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4 thoughts on “DEAR Diary, Today I…..(page 4) Life Change at 50

  1. My husband and I lived with his parents for a while, although the circumstances were different. My father-in-law was living his last days and my mother-in-law needed our help with taking care of him. His last days lasted over a year. My advice to you is to learn to like your bedroom. It will be your sanctuary. The fact that you like to write, and therefore, like to read is going to save you from ripping out your hair. With me, I learned a lot about myself. You probably with experience the same.

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    • Thanks so much and ADVICE WELL taken Glynis 🙂 We rolled into Arizona about
      5pm yesterday and by 8:30pm I had my first crying/Panic attack…because the Drama had already
      started :-(……YES…My room will serve me WELL….LOL…I’m not insensitive to know everyone will be making
      adjustments, but as the *HOUSE RULES* on how they do things were talked about, I also said they need to respect that
      My Hubby and I are a unit, and married so they need to understand that. Oh I miss Oregon! But blessed they took us in 🙂

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